In Psalm 35:27 we read, 'Great is the LORD, who delights in the welfare of his servant!' I was sitting here thinking about the tendency among people who look at life through a Calvinistic lens to struggle to make sense of language that has God delighting in his people because of theological convictions about our natural condition and God's involvement in our lives.
Because we see the scriptures portray people as 'weak, ungodly and sinners' (Romans 5:6,8) and because we describe God as One who is holy and cannot bear to be in the presence of sin, we seem to be left with the conclusion that God is always out to get us, barely tolerating our existence and possibly guilty of passive aggression by using us as bowling pins in his own little cosmic game.
It's also possible to conclude that God can't be too particularly concerned for our good, given that life seems to be filled with pain, heartache, disappointment and frustration more often than we'd care to remember. If God delights in my welfare and if he is all-powerful and if he is intimately involved in the particulars of my life (the historic, biblical teaching of God's providence), then why does life keep knocking me around?
Perhaps this helps. I'm also reading through the Old Testament book of Lamentations, which paints a rather dark and disturbing picture of life in Jerusalem in the days leading up to their exile. It is ugly and brutal and void of hope. The city is destroyed, the economy and infrastructure is decimated, people have lost all civility - to the point where mothers boil their own children just to keep themselves alive.
Yet in the midst of that darkness, the smallest beam of light appears as the writer can't shake this hope-filled reality (Lamentations 3:22-23):
The steadfast love of the LORD never ceases/his mercies never come to an end;
they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.
Some of us have found ourselves singing Thomas Chisholm's hymn, Great Is Thy Faithfulness, which includes the line, 'all I have needed, thy hand hath provided.' More than once, I've found myself struggling to believe that, particularly when I watch friends walk through hell. I often thank God for the fact that his mercies are new every morning but some mornings provide a lot of cloud cover that keeps me from seeing the light of those mercies.
Because life is hard and cruel at times, words like this ring hollow until we understand that what lies at the center of God's mercies and what we experience as the essence of God's delight in us is not a safe, secure, and comfortable life free from anything that threatens the serenity of that life. If God's care and concern for us is limited to life going smoothly, then disappointment and disillusionment will reign.
As is the case so often, if we would simply keep reading and listening, the apparent incongruity between God's promises and our reality gets shored up. Instead of defining the content of God's mercies ourselves, God provides a picture of what he gives us time and time again in never-ending supply in the very next verse (Lamentations 3:24):
'The LORD is my portion,' says my soul, 'therefore I will hope in him.'
Our hope is not found (ultimately) in the details of life - what God provides us in even the most hopeless of circumstances is both the knowledge and experience of himself. Our experience of delight in this life is far more stable than anything or anyone found in this world - what God intends to thrill us with are the contours of his character, seen in the pages of the scriptures and experienced in strangely powerful ways on even the darkest of days.
Thou lovely source of true delight
Whom I unseen adore
Unveil Thy beauties to my sight
That I might love Thee more,
Oh that I might love Thee more.
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