Most weeks, 9:00 on a Sunday morning would have me wrapping up preparations for our Sunday morning worship gathering at Christ Church. I'm usually skimming over my sermon manuscript and praying for God to make something of the mess on paper.
This morning I'm not preaching. And neither is anyone else. At least not at Christ Church because our leadership made a decision last night to cancel our worship gathering this morning because of the probability of icy conditions on the roads following yesterday's outbreak of wintry weather. The only problem is that there doesn't seem to be much ice on the roads...and it's bugging me.
So here's my brain - on the one hand I know that our decision was made based on the information we received and due to the fact that a couple other churches around town had already made the same decision or were very much considering doing the same. On the other hand, we're all sitting at home on a cold but relatively dry day. I don't like how that looks...does it mean we don't take God seriously? Does it mean that we don't value worshiping God together? Were we looking for an excuse to take a Sunday off?
These are the grenades getting launched at my head and heart - and at times I've felt like a coward and the very thing I don't want us to be...willing to set God aside at the first sign of trouble. But in the midst of that comes the strange kindness of God that reminds me that while he certainly could work in and through the fact that a nasty head cold has left me with almost no voice and a hacking cough, maybe this morning was his way of sparing all of us the adventure of me trying to preach through that. My wife gets a rare Sunday to sleep in and I get to have breakfast and play with Jonathan. Spending a morning away from everyone at Christ Church has reminded me how much I love being with these friends every week.
So while it is good and normal to gather with people to be made new once again by God's covenant love, sometimes he loves us in ways that aren't normal. To those of you who are able to gather in worship this morning, enjoy it and don't take the privilege for granted. For those of you at Christ Church this morning or in other places where gathered worship isn't going to happen, would you rest in the love of your Father who provides all we need even when we doubt ourselves and the place our decisions have left us.
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